but then those girls didn’t read much. They certainly didn’t write.

LKH certainly doesn't read much, and I don't call what she does "writing". Barfing her hateful id on the page with no filter, more like. I don't think I've ever seen anyone link being tall with not reading or writing before. That's... something, all right.

I think I would have made a choice, been different, aimed outward, rather than inward

She never wanted to be a writer. She regrets it and resents the outer things she likes to believe forced her to be one. That is what I am getting from this.

today I am grateful for what is

Liar liar pants on fire.